You used to be here.
You used to talk to me.
You made me happy.
You helped me to see.

You always sat near me.
You always gave me high-fives.
You always gave me hugs.
You ALWAYS said good-bye.

You thought I was cool.
You thought I was sexual.
You trusted me no matter what.
You weren't ever skeptical.

I realized I liked you.
I couldn't live without you.
I realized it was just a crush.
I wanted to keep it from you.

You somehow found out.
You thought I was creepy.
You saw how stupid I really acted.
I then became weepy.

I didn't understand.
I thought we had something.
You didn't think so.
You thought it wasn't ANYTHING.

You stopped talking.
I kept trying.
You kept ignoring.
I still kept lying.

I cried all the time.
I did it physically and mentally.
You didn't care.
You thought I was just being needy.

You then left for a while.
I gave you a good luck.
You took it, then shoved it off.
You acted like you didn't give a FUCK.

I had an epiphany overtime.
I realized what I must do.
I knew what should happen.
I figured out why I was a fool.

I realized how stupid it was.
I realized I DIDN'T love you.
I beat it out of myself.
I finally knew what you knew.

I thought you forgot all about me.
I wanted it to stay that way.
I grew much happier.
I knew I wouldn't have to pay.

I felt better.
I was free.
I didn't have to worry.
I finally could see.

You all of a sudden came back.
I could've cared less.
You accepted all the praise.
I stayed out of that mess.

You noticed the difference.
You wondered why I changed.
I just acted like you weren't there.
I wanted you to act deranged.

You wondered every day.
You didn't understand.
YOU finally became lost.
You couldn't get why I wasn't a fan.

I loved every moment.
You wanted to know.
I got my unexpected revenge.
You in your mind went,"Whoa.."

You then started looking at me.
I noticed now and then.
You looked every single day.
I knew our relationship started to bend.

You would smile from time to time.
You wanted to sat hi.
I stood my ground and left.
I knew you would see me go by.

You want me more.
I act like you're invisible.
I love the feeling it gives me.
You look at me like I'm kissable.

You still stare at me.
You won't do a damn THING.
I tried to give you a chance.
I look at you like you give off a sting.

You STILL act like a coward.
You look like you're so confused.
You ask so many questions.
You act so bemused.

Something changed............................


I realized I missed you.
You thought the same.
I wish every day you will talk.
I bet you wish the same.

You act like you don't care.
You can't resist.
I act like I don't care.
I.........can't resist.

I guess every day will be like this.
You just won't make a move.
You leave me to do everything.
I hate you and what you do.

I wish you would change, like I changed for you.
I wish you would see, how alike we really are.
You WILL leave soon.
You will be very, very far.

I know you want to try one more time.
I will give you.....one......more......chance.
You better not wait.
You know I don't dance.

I love you.
YOU love me.
I hate you.
YOU hate me.

I know you more now.
You still want to see.
I will wait for you.
But you need to step up to me.